One of my favorite lines from a song is “Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end” from “Closing Time” by Semisonic. I’ve always liked how true that sounds to me. Today being February 1st, I’ve tried to look at as a new beginning for me. Most importantly, it marks the end of shitty January. Not that I can complain too much about good ole’ January…it in itself is a new beginning, after all. But I have to tell you…January was just a crazy month of transition. My job…I have to realize that things may not go back to how they used to be. And I have to keep reminding myself that I am capable of handling it. It’s who I am. I am awesome. So, as crazy as my job can get it, all I need to do is keep in mind that I’m working for people who aren’t working…and that just changes everything. I become one appreciative motherfucker.
It’s days like the ones I had that allow me to truly appreciate that I get to come home to the most awesome home life. I think I’d be seriously fucked if home sucked too. But enough with complaining…February is going to be better. I mean, I owe it to black history to brush my shoulders off. I gotta suck it up and get my game face on. It’s how I roll.
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